Heal·ing

I’ve found myself just having random breakdowns and even though I wanted to stop myself from crying, I knew I just had to let it out. I’ve cried in the car, in the bed, in the shower, mainly anywhere I had time to think which is why I try so hard to stay busy. But who can really keep busy that long? I knew there were things I needed to address that I couldn’t repress any longer.

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trau·ma

When we first meet someone we are instantly attracted to something physical and if not physical, it’s their personality. We tend to boast about their looks, their career, their body, their smile, and their lifestyle. Many of us take all of these things and imagine a life with them. Time goes on, we meet their…

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Just one of those days..

Some days I wake up and I’m just not feeling it. It’s to the point that just laying in bed and doing nothing feels perfect. Sometimes it’s so bad that I don’t want contact with anyone. My mom always told me to stop being so available, and that’s a lesson I have yet to learn.…

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An Open Letter to beau..

Thank You.. I appreciate you.. Although we haven’t been on this journey long, you’ve proven to be a noble companion. Sometimes I even consider you a champion. You’ve taken on a project that many have quit. Day 1, I told you the story of a heart impossible to fix. You ensured me you were ready…

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/biɡ/ /CHäp/- {Big Chop}

On, August 10th, 2018, I decided to do the big chop. The big chop symbolized so much more than just hair. When other people said that, I thought it was so cliche lmao. But honestly it was one of the best things I’ve ever done. We go through life afraid, and that’s not living at…

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Opinions – (əˈpɪnjən)

In the past couple of years I’ve learned to live my life like 4 year old Ebonee. This meant learning to stop caring about what other people thought about me and my decisions. When I cared about what other people thought, I realized I wasn’t making myself happy. I’m in control of my happiness at…

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ˈbakˌɡround – Background

Let’s just get to it shall we………… Married in 2016, Separated in 2017, Divorced in 2018. (WHEW CHILD) Let me just say I loved him with everything I had. If you looked up the definition of a ride or die, my face would’ve been HUGE on the page. Shorty didn’t have me robbing banks or…

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ˌinfəˈdelədē – Infidelity

“I know you been so through with meYou put up with my fooleryI guess you got so use to meAnd my infidelityAnd through the bad you saw the better man in meYou picked me up every time they put me down” -Trey Songz Me 4 U by Trey Songz literally describes what I dealt with.…

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Poisons of a woman’s mouth

Poison… Release that poison… “YOU’RE A STUPID ASS!” “YOU’RE A DUMB MOTHERFUC*ER!” “YOU AIN’T SHIT, AIN’T NEVER GONNA BE SHIT!” The venom shoots like jets from the mouth.. That vile compilation of words that can never be retracted. It seems he just doesn’t understand “LISTEN TO ME NIGGA, YOU’LL NEVER BE RESPECTED” The sharpening and…

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