I just want to feel something..

Sometimes you just want to feel something.. Oftentimes it doesn’t matter what that something is, just as long as it makes you feel good. It can be as small as posting an IG picture to get some likes from people that pretend to really rock with you. Or the quick smile you do after checking…

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Vulnerability

Ultimately, I want to be vulnerable and trust someone else with all of me. It will just take someone with patience, an understanding of the pain I’ve endured and have a strong love for me, for me to be vulnerable again….

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& Just like that 💫

And just like that…. I gave up on the emotionally unavailable .Telling myself, I deserve more. I’ve earned more. Beloved, be loved & to be loved are your new goals. ​

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Maybe The, Problem’s Me..

“Lookin’ for the love in somebody else That I prolly shoulda gave to myself Cycles I need to break in myself If I’m alone, I’m second to no one else” -Big Sean I look back on the friendships and relationships I’ve had and I’m like damn… I’ve really put other people before myself. I was…

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Heal·ing

I’ve found myself just having random breakdowns and even though I wanted to stop myself from crying, I knew I just had to let it out. I’ve cried in the car, in the bed, in the shower, mainly anywhere I had time to think which is why I try so hard to stay busy. But who can really keep busy that long? I knew there were things I needed to address that I couldn’t repress any longer.

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Poisons of a woman’s mouth

Poison… Release that poison… “YOU’RE A STUPID ASS!” “YOU’RE A DUMB MOTHERFUC*ER!” “YOU AIN’T SHIT, AIN’T NEVER GONNA BE SHIT!” The venom shoots like jets from the mouth.. That vile compilation of words that can never be retracted. It seems he just doesn’t understand “LISTEN TO ME NIGGA, YOU’LL NEVER BE RESPECTED” The sharpening and…

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